A trip to Edinburgh

So after being released from Dr Gray's, and after two more blood tests where my ALTs were not really doing very much, a decision was made for me to be admitted to the Royal Infirmary of Edinburgh for a Transjugular Liver Biopsy to be carried out.

My "admittance" to RIE was a joke. I was told to be there for 10am in the morning. On arrival I was told there was no bed for me and they didn't know when there would be one - other than some time that day.

I spent the day getting sorer and sorer and tireder and tireder. The room they put me in to wait was uncomfortable and not appropriate for sleeping. I ended up in the cafe where I could at least lean over the table which was a position which relieved the pain for me. By the time they phoned me at 3.30pm to tell me the doctor wanted to start my admission, I had been in tears several times. The whole situation was ridiculous.

So the doctor says "how are you?" and I burst into tears. Couldn't hold back the frustration and distress I was in. It was awful.

Then she says "I just need to take some blood" and I say "good luck with that one". Bless her, she told me she was pretty good at getting blood so don't worry about it. I said fine, but I'm just saying, its been a bit like getting it out of a stone.....

And then three more holes later, she's managed to get less than 1ml of blood out of me. Handed over to her colleague, who spent a while looking before stabbing and also used a butterfly needle instead of the canula the first one had tried to fit.

Then miracle of miracles, a bed was ready for me. And off I went, exhausted and emotionally drained - again.

The next day, I got my breakfast, and a visit from upon high, aka the consultant, and then I hung around waiting and waiting for my biopsy.

The biopsy itself was interesting. In a transjugular biopsy they insert a long needle into your jugular vein, and feed it down into your liver and remove a piece or two of tissue for analysis. I had to have this instead of a regular liver biopsy because my blood wasn't clotting properly and there was a risk of bleeding. With the transjugular option, any bleeding will be into the vein mainly so its a bit safer. I was awake for the procedure, although sedated and it was just a bit odd. There was a moment when I wasn't sure what was going on when my shoulder hurt a bit, but apparently that was when they actually removed the tissue, as the nerves from the liver are linked to the shoulder. Weird, but not painful or anything.

I made a good recovery and was discharged the next day - although I did have to wait for hours as my bloods weren't playing again.

The results of the biopsy weren't supportive of their diagnosis of Auto Immune Hepatitis. Apparently, my liver was cholestatically inflammed, and there was no scarring or other damage. Apparently with AIH, most people have some scarring by the time they have a biopsy.

So that was quite good. Away I go home, bloods twice per week and see what happens.

At this point my ALTs were around 913 and my bilirubin was still up over 100.

Tangent

This isn't about my liver. Today we went out in my Dad's boat, Eilean Longa. She's berthed at Hopeman, Moray and is a 19ft Fisherboat. She's lovely.

Anyway, today out we went - me, Dad, Chris (my husband) and Callum (my 4 yr old nephew) - with one fishing rod between us. Chris caught 3 mackerel, and one codling, plus Dad and Jill (my sister) also caught one codling each. Jill joined us halfway through the afternoon.

It was fantastic. Very quiet, not too sunny, pleasantly warm and a wee bit of a swell - enough to rock Callum to sleep!

We saw a seal whilst we were out and we also saw a pod of approx 5 dolphins jumping about.

Fabby way to spend an afternoon!

Parole

Over the two weeks I was detained in Dr Gray's, I was tortured every day by junior doctors trying to take my blood. As part of what was going on with my liver, my blood wasn't clotting properly, causing bruising every time blood was taken. My arms were covered in bruises. This photo shows a bruise that was still there even after a week.

On one occasion, I had four puncture wounds before they successfully got blood on the fifth go. Even the phlebotomist left dejected and disappointed because she couldn't get any blood out of me.

My consultant came back from his holiday on 7 July and ws surprised to still see me on the ward. He said some stuff to the other doctors about either going home or getting transferred to Edinburgh and promised to get something sorted out.

Except nothing happened.

Until 9 July. By which time, my patience was running really very thin. I had had enough. I was fed up lying in my bed all day. I was fed up with nurses coming back in after days off and being surprised to see me, asking what was happening and me not being able to tell them anything because none of the doctors would tell me anything!

That morning, the phlebotomist came to take my blood, accompanied by a person from the lab who was new. She had a look about and discounted my elbows and went for the back of my hand. In went the needle, out came no blood so out came the needle. She then tried the inside of my wrist (bloody sore by the way) and when it instantly bruised, she quickly removed the needle. She then started to look at my feet...... But ended up using a vein alongside the knuckle of my index finger. By this point, I was in tears. Couldn't hold them back any longer. All the frustration, worry, anger, general sorry-for-myself came out in tears. And the lovely phlebotomist went to the Ward Sister and asked her to sort something out for me.

About five minutes after I'd managed to get the tears under control, a nurse came in to see me, prompting a further outburst of tears. Sobbing my way through an explanation of how I hated that none of the doctors came to talk to me or tell me about my bloods that day and something about how if a client asked me about their case and I refused to see them or explain it would be professional negligence..., it ended with me saying I wanted to see the consultant. I wanted to know what my bloods had done for the last few days and I wanted to know what Edinburgh were saying.

Well, the tears worked. Within ten minutes, the consultant was on the ward. He's a very calm man, and has a very calming effect. No tears in front of the consultant. Edinburgh had said that they probably still wanted to do the biopsy as my bloods had plateaued but that they still didn't have a bed. There was still a question over some of the immunology results which hadn't come back from the lab yet, but as they weren't doing anything for me, and my bilirubin level had begun to drop suggesting it had peaked, I was told I could go home WOO HOO!!!!!!!! I could have kissed him.

Talk about a change in mood. From my face tripping me and tears being right there under the surface, I had a huge grin on my face and couldn't stop smiling.

By lunchtime, I was ready to go. And despite the junior doctor coming to tell me that my bloods had actually gone up that day, the consultant still said I could go home, provided I came back on Saturday and Monday to have my bloods checked. And so off I went. Finally.

Incarceration

On the Thursday, I stayed in my bed most of the day and slept for almost all of it. Mum came home from work around 4pm and I got up. Within an hour though I could barely stand up. Mum thought I was dehydrated from not drinking enough (hard to do when you're asleep) so phoned the hospital for advice. She decided to take me through to the Acute Medical Assessment Unit where I had spent the Wednesday.

When we got there, around 5.45pm we were told we'd have to wait to see someone from A&E as the AMAU closes at 6pm......

I don't really remember much of that evening. I was one bed along from where I had been the day before, and I had bruises on my arms from where they had taken blood on the Wednesday. An A&E nurse and doctor came to talk to me, poked and prodded again. Then they decided to take more blood. Sounds easier than it was....

The nurse tried and failed, the doctor tried and failed. Mum was prodding around my arm and decided she'd have a go. She missed the first time but got blood on the second go. That was the last time for more than a week that someone took blood from me and didn't leave a bruise.

There was some discussion about transferring me to Aberdeen as technically Dr Grays weren't admitting, but as it was nearly 11pm and I was supposed to be seeing the consultant at 9am the next morning, the oncall consultant agreed I could be admitted so around 11.30pm I was moved to Ward 7, set up on a drip and that was me for two weeks.

I spent two weeks on the ward, having blood taken daily for tests. My first 3 or 4 days I was on a saline drip to rehydrate, but other than that, there was no other treatment. Only blood pressure and temperature and blood oxygen level checks every 8 hours or so.

Hospital is not a restful place. They wake you up at 6.30am, do your obs, feed you at 7am, come back about 7.45 and discuss your washing options, then after you are washed and dressed and settling back in, the cleaning staff come in and have very loud conversations across the room whilst you are trying to recover from the exertion of having had a shower. Then after they go away, the nurses come in looking for something to do (the ward was nowhere near its full capacity due to limited admissions as a result of an infection outbreak earlier in the year). 12noon is lunch time, then quiet time for an hour, then visiting, then tea time, then more visiting and then 10pm they do the drugs round and switch off lights. No peace really.

Worst of all was there was no TV. Now normally this wouldn't bother me too much, but it was Wimbledon fortnight and I couldn't see it! Eventually the doctors gave in and let me watch the semi finals and the final in the Day Room which had been taken over as their lounge as another ward was being refurbished.

Being in the hospital drove me mad. Looking back, I think I was in the right place, but the consultant who I had seen initially was on holiday the first week I was there so other doctors were looking after me. And they were doing what they did under instruction from the Scottish Liver Unit at Royal Infirmary of Edinburgh because I was a mystery.

I didn't have hepatitis a, b or c. I didn't have any cancer indicators. My ultrasound had showed my liver to be slightly enlarged but nothing else untoward.

They decided I needed to have a liver biopsy but because my blood wasn't clotting properly, it would have to be done via my jugular vein to reduce the chance of me bleeding out during the procedure. This is a pretty specialised procedure so the closest place it could be done was RIE.

And they didn't have any beds. For nearly two more weeks.....

Chapter 2

So, I turned yellow. Or at least I thought my eyes were looking a bit yellow. I consulted with my personal nurse (aka mum) who agreed I had a bit of a tinge about me. Off I was chased to the GP surgery, where, incidentally, I was not registered. That was a pain in the neck in itself but with mum's contacts, I had blood drawn by one of the treatment room nurses and off I went to work.

Again, another short day as not feeling great. Same indistinct unwellness. Home on Tuesday and off to bed again.

Wednesday, I got up, thought about going in the shower and getting dressed and changed my mind. I just couldn't face the hour long bus commute to work. So back to bed. Then things moved fast.

A GP phoned the house to speak to me. She wanted to know who I was, why I had had blood taken without seeing a doctor and what was I doing in her surgery. That sounds pretty pompous but it wasn't like that. Apparently my Liver Function Tests were through the roof. She wanted to see me straight away, and warned me that I may have to be admitted to hospital.........

So off we went to the doctor. Mum came with me, for which I will be forever grateful.

The GP called us through, and asked a lot of questions. My favourite one was had I been doing anything exciting.... Well, apart from going to see Take That, not really.

Just proves my innocence - she meant anything from which I could have contracted hepatitis - drugs, sex etc. But no, perhaps sadly, my life lacks that kind of excitement.

There was nothing.....except for a rash on my feet. Now this rash had been coming and going for about 4 weeks and I had attributed it to a rather delicious bottle of wine we had sampled at http://www.calistoga.co.uk/ and had then purchased. The first tasting had resulted in a wee red rash on the tops of my feet. I put this down to tight shoes with hot, swollen feet. But when we had another bottle the next week, within half an hour, the rash was all over my feet and halfway up my legs. Since then, despite having no more of the wine, the rash perservered. It wasn't sore, hot or itchy. Just there. And one of those rashes that didn't disappear when you pressed it.

The GP had a look and diagnosed it as a petechial rash - the same sort of rash that comes with meningitis. So this suggested that perhaps I had contracted some sort of virus that was attacking my liver.

Whilst we were with the GP, she spoke to the oncall consultant at Dr Gray's hospital, Elgin. When she told them my LFT levels, they said they wanted to see me.

So off trotted mum and I to Elgin, where I spent most of that day, lying in a hospital bed having what felt like gallons but was probably mls of blood taken for tests and lots of doctors poking and proding their way around my tummy and abdomen. I also had an ultrasound.

Eventually, they decided that I could go home on the proviso that I contacted them immediately if I got at all worse, and that I came back on the Friday to meet with the Gastro consultant. Agreed. And home we went.

And I was so glad to do so! Later that night, we went to a Red Arrows display which was arranged by RAF Kinloss as part of the Forres Week Celebrations. It was fantastic. I've never seen their display in full so it was great to do so on such a spectacular evening, even if I did have to lie on the grass, a sort of yellow-ish colour.....

The beginning

So I've started this blog as a way to hopefully get some things off my chest about some health issues I'm having just now.

It all started back in June 2009....

My sister and I went to Glasgow on 19 June 2009 to see the awesome Take That play at Hampden. The gig was amazing. But afterwards, I wasn't feeling too well. I was sooooooo tired. We were staying at my friend's house and we walked back there after the gig. I struggled with the walk. I'm not the fittest or fastest on my feet at the best of times, but I was exhausted with that walk. It took about 30-40 minutes. The whole time I'm thinking I need to get fit. This is ridiculous.

Anyway, the next morning, I still didn't feel all that well. My husband and I headed home to Dalkeith, and had a quiet day at home. By this time, as well as feeling exhausted, I was sore and nauseous too. My tummy was sore like in an indigestion/heartburn type way so I was taking gaviscon and an anti-sickness tablet. I wasn't liking this very much. I was grumpy (which I frequently am anyway!) and tired and I think my poor husband was getting fed up with me!

On the Sunday, I had to travel back up to Inverness by bus and as I wasn't feeling any better, wasn't looking forward to the journey. It was long and I was miserable. I didn't eat much because of the nausea and I could only take really small sips of water as my tummy was so sore.

I eventually got home and went straight to bed with a hot water bottle.

My mum was also unwell but in a different way - she had pretty much lost her voice (ah, peace and quiet!). But it was almost like who feels worse....

On the Monday, I got up and went to work as usual, but I only stayed until around lunchtime. I was so sore and sick feeling. My colleagues concluded that as I was suffering from unexplained nausea I must be pregnant. By the time I got home and told my mum how I was feeling, she concluded I must be diabetic.

However, on the Tuesday morning..... my eyes turned yellow............

Welcome

Hi,

My name is Laura and this post is going to be a bit dull. I've started this blog on the spur of the moment, with an intention to let off some steam about some things going on in my life at the moment, but I've not quite collected the thoughts yet. Will do so and post again later.

LJT